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Terror Alert Status: Fuschia with Stripes
Apr. 3rd, 2006 10:55 amIt occurs to me that I look for threats everywhere.
This would not be a bad habit, were I able to sit back and enjoy the non-threat time/space that I create, but no such thing comes about through my efforts.
Looking for threats-to-sleep is the most amusing: something has or may disturb my rest, so I lie awake at night, trying to figure out a way to nuetralize it: insomnia over trying to figure out how to soundproof the windows so I can sleep better.
Threats to my friends' mental health. Threats to my mental health. Unpleasant, frustrating in-the-near-future crap like job hunting. Yada yada yada.
This would not be a bad habit, were I able to sit back and enjoy the non-threat time/space that I create, but no such thing comes about through my efforts.
Looking for threats-to-sleep is the most amusing: something has or may disturb my rest, so I lie awake at night, trying to figure out a way to nuetralize it: insomnia over trying to figure out how to soundproof the windows so I can sleep better.
Threats to my friends' mental health. Threats to my mental health. Unpleasant, frustrating in-the-near-future crap like job hunting. Yada yada yada.
