Going to work on a Gordion knot.

[the_fantastic_ms_fox]

Gender-wise, my mind is like one of those children's puzzles where there are cartoon characters fishing on one side, hooks with different items on the other (old boot, tire, anchor, used condom - only one has a fish), and between the two lie tangled lines.

                                                                                                                from G-d
In other words,                                                                                                                 |
                                                           from misleading pseudo-intuition------------- from startlingly accurate intuition
                                                   I hear the I Ching reads:                                                           |
the problem is that                                                       from escapist fantasies ---- from deep-rooted insights into real problems
                              Hundun: "Chaos: where beautiful dreams are born"                |          
From my opinions about gender --------------------------------------------------- from wishful thinking ---------- from my hopes for my life
          |                            Before the beginnig of a great brilliance,                                       |                                 |          
I cannot cleanly separate gender identity  ----- from overall identity  --- from professional identity -- from fear of failure
           |                                     there must be Chaos;.                                                                                                       |
from sexual identity  ---- from sexual history ---------------- from a history of isolation ---------------------------- from fears of ostracism
           |                                             |                                        |                        
from sexual desire  --------------- from kink  ------ from social power relations          
           |            before a brilliant person                        |           
from sexual frustration ------------------------------ from social frustration
           |                                    begins something great,
from overall frustration ------------------ from obsessive-compulsive disorder ------------- from body-image issues
                                                                          they must look foolish to the crowd

That's a lot to dissect:
I need a really sharp scalpel,
and a little time.