The Fanstastic Ms. Fox

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1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something new.
3. I'll pick somethnig environmental, such as a colour, scent or sound that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what (choose category - animal, colour, element, celebrity) that you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal.

Note: I am becoming more direct and honest at the expense a certain degree of civil comfort. I will skip questions if requested. You have been warned :D

Long live the Union.

"What makes you tick? What makes your world turn? What drives you?"

If I was a plush toy, I'd be stuffed with projects. Vast and intricate, spanning years. Five year plans. Novels. RPG books. Hand-drawn maps. Philosophical questions. Having completed a student election and my degrees as well as finding something resembling a theological conclusion in the last year, I must say that I'm a little alarmed at the rewards of closure. These include: not having a project. And sometimes praise that sounds wrong. Or steely silences. Kind of like cutting through the floor you're standing on, then getting a medal.


"What gods do you worship?"

I kneel at the altar of.... Where'd it go? Is it in the storage room? Crap, better find it. I grew up in the United Church, looked for theological answers elsewhere ('cause a child sure isn't going to find supernatural answers in liberal Christianity) and scared the living shit out of myself. The fear's still there but the answers were never around.

I want something to believe in and I may have just found a glimmer of it in COPE. That's a first. There must be a dark-robed figure that preys on the blood of children somewhere in there, but until then, I might just be happy. I hope I can be.


"What do you care about? What makes you lie awake at night?"

There's this theory that people spend their lives seeking what they lacked in adolescence. I was isolated and now I look for a social life. I think I found one.

I worry about the future: what it means, sorrows over the horizon; mine, the world's.

I wonder if I'm ever going to find something that feels right. Or maybe I'm going in the wrong direction.


"Do you run on gas, or love or hate or ambition?"

Plans. Camaraderie. Searching. Imagination. Dread.


"If an actor plays you, what is their motivation?"

You must remodel the world. You know that California could make an excellent walk-in closet. You are also moderately but comprehensively frustrated.


"Who are you?

A friend. A confidante. A counselor. An artist. A writer. A politics fan. A hobbit. A social scientist... sort of. A stander in the shadow af psychiatry. Not quite a criminal mastermind. A dog person. Other things.


"What are you?"

An ape that can do mental long division and draw.