While the common definition of "libido" is "sexual appetite," it can also refer to the overall life-affirming tendency in humans; creativity in more than just the artistic sense.
I bring this up because, as my body, mind and gender start to come into line with each-other, I have the feeling of being aligned. Like a completed circuit or a lashed bundle of sticks, or a railway track. A conduit. Chakra-like.
The life-affirming impulse is there. This includes vivid dreaming and the inability to silence demands from my sub-conscious for such things as time to unwind, exercise, healthy food, less computer work, and working with my hands.
I bring this up because, as my body, mind and gender start to come into line with each-other, I have the feeling of being aligned. Like a completed circuit or a lashed bundle of sticks, or a railway track. A conduit. Chakra-like.
The life-affirming impulse is there. This includes vivid dreaming and the inability to silence demands from my sub-conscious for such things as time to unwind, exercise, healthy food, less computer work, and working with my hands.