Time in precise detail
Dec. 11th, 2005 11:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
the_fantastic_ms_foxThis feels like a dead patch. This is not a bad thing, so long as it is temporary and definitively finite. I hope it is / it should be / it will be / it might not be over come the new year.
I am always comparing my life to my life to my life.
Three days ago, I decided I could pursue politics. Two days ago, I realized that I could not change the world the way I wanted through politics.
There are alternatives.
Things with Erin seem to be going smoothly. Smoothly: my emotions feel muted, swaddled but kicking. - - - Did it move?
She continually impresses me. I am learning to talk.
I am always comparing my life to my life to my life.
Three days ago, I decided I could pursue politics. Two days ago, I realized that I could not change the world the way I wanted through politics.
There are alternatives.
Things with Erin seem to be going smoothly. Smoothly: my emotions feel muted, swaddled but kicking. - - - Did it move?
She continually impresses me. I am learning to talk.