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Dropping into character, I learn things from them.

A couple weeks back, I put on some headphones with a character playmix on it. It was Areli. I sank into her, skulking down the subway. People uneasily slinked out of my way.

I can get advice. it ranges from "life's short - pursue your sexual interests" to "you are a lightweight, Vase has a drinking problem. Not a good mix."

I don't know if I'd like to be Areli or Vase. Not often anyways.

But two nights ago, I asked 

"So, what would I do if I were that version of myself that I feel drawn to?"

I listen to that, to her.

Now? Bitch is trying to get me killed. Or change me for my own health. Whichever.