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the_fantastic_ms_fox) wrote2006-10-17 07:27 pm
the_fantastic_ms_fox) wrote2006-10-17 07:27 pm
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I want to get together for another quiet evening of pleasant conversation and food. I have veggie dim sum.
I have part of Wednesday evening free, and Friday is open. I want to sit back on the couch, eat, maybe cuddle, watch a movie, or just talk.
I have part of Wednesday evening free, and Friday is open. I want to sit back on the couch, eat, maybe cuddle, watch a movie, or just talk.
Why? I find it deeply satisfying, but I am also kind of fucked up right now. I've been strangely avoidant over the last few days and need to see more people in a way that I find comfortable.
"Comfortable" does not mean "first day on the job as a Senator."
Nor does it mean "Gender Studies 200," where I used to be the TA's classmate, and am rapidly realizing the full consequences of the "Amy" experiment, as well as the need to terminate said experiment.
Nor does it mean "negotiating my way around uncomfortable political issues inside my departmental student union" (one wants to impeach her; one doesn't want to be impeached - can they get along?).
Nor does it mean "talking to strangers about their work experiences in Ottawa, then dashing over to wait for a doctor so I can ask for a referral to an endocrinologist," which involves coming out to a stranger and giving her the power to adiminster, withold or, as happened two weeks ago, postpone medical services based on what she thinks is best.
"Comfortable" does not mean "first day on the job as a Senator."
Nor does it mean "Gender Studies 200," where I used to be the TA's classmate, and am rapidly realizing the full consequences of the "Amy" experiment, as well as the need to terminate said experiment.
Nor does it mean "negotiating my way around uncomfortable political issues inside my departmental student union" (one wants to impeach her; one doesn't want to be impeached - can they get along?).
Nor does it mean "talking to strangers about their work experiences in Ottawa, then dashing over to wait for a doctor so I can ask for a referral to an endocrinologist," which involves coming out to a stranger and giving her the power to adiminster, withold or, as happened two weeks ago, postpone medical services based on what she thinks is best.