This is not meant to be a memorial post

[the_fantastic_ms_fox]

It was good to go to dinner, and be surrounded by life.

I was wondering why the office was so quiet -
Laurine, our ombudsperson died on Saturday night;
I didn't know her very well, but I can see that my friends did, and that they're hurting;
an in-bed heart-attack; sudden; unexpected.

It still does not seem real: I expect her to show up tomorrow;
amicably baffled by this false rumour.
And, in the coming weeks, I will likely be surprised
that I haven't run into her, and then I'll remember.

This is one of life's post-its, it reads,
"you, and anyone you know, could die at any time."
"So act approprately"

New to me was this sudden desire to fuck.
You could explain it evolutionarily: a surprise death spurs the desire to repopulate the tribe...
(it's also the first death I've seen since with the new hormones)
...but that doesn't cut it. Rather, it feels like a way of saying "we're still here, right?"

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[neomeruru.livejournal.com]

I just heard of it myself, doing my very last-minute email rounds. I... I'm so unexpectedly sad. She was so...

i think i need to go to bed

[eva00.livejournal.com]

"New to me was this sudden desire to fuck..."

When I am faced with death I need life, love, and human contact with an intensity that actually frightens me. Even more so the shadow of death...untreatable illness, debilitating disease.

[estrellada.livejournal.com]

New to me was this sudden desire to fuck.
You could explain it evolutionarily: a surprise death spurs the desire to repopulate the tribe...
(it's also the first death I've seen since with the new hormones)
...but that doesn't cut it. Rather, it feels like a way of saying "we're still here, right?"

"I am ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE ALIVE and things can still feel GOOD."