2013-08-13 10:57 pm

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 So. What do you actually want?

. . .

uh...

Okay. What makes you happy?

Cutting loose and fixing that thing that's been bothering me. Even just moving furniture. Definitely not sitting at home. Not just talking with friends - let's go out and do something.

And what hurt so much when you were younger?

Not doing that. And seeing others doing and getting exactly that.


Because I could not exist as myself.
 

Right

2013-08-13 10:49 pm

(no subject)

Actually, you're not used to getting what you want.

You're used to getting what you pursue

Or rather - of being able to get what you pursue.

And you believe that it's wrong to pursue what you want.

So you don't pursue things very hard.


This, as you ay be aware by now, is a foolish way to live your life.

Let's fix that.